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Friday, March 13, 2009

4:54 AM

I've made it to the end of T1.

I'm still alive and I miss Qtown.

Go figure.

love,e

&the beauty.

3:37 AM

I'M LEAVING THIS SITE.

you can continue hating/loving me at

www.xanga.com/eunice_balloony

lovingly,e

&the beauty.

4:24 AM

i had a fun day.

I LOVE THE SEC2S OF WEB!

i think we rock pretty alot. pretty much.

(:

hahaha!

lovingly,e

&the beauty.

7:45 AM

ew, i feel super gross right now. i'm sick and there are like, 2 bumps on my neck. infection. its super retarded okay. I DONT WANT TO GET CANCER. or tubercolosis. but i think, its because of my lack of water, fruits and vegetables. so. +water, fruits, water and medicine, -fried food, chili, meat. hahha. anyhow.

went to crescent, dunman, st margs, mgs and presbyterian high today. mgs has lots of applicants, hopefully i'll do like superextremely well in the PACT test. i think, for now, the pact test is scary. because i have no idea what to expect. but i heard the math paper 1 is the killer, and then english paper is 10x harder than q.town's eoy english paper. :O and i'll be having one whole day of exams on the 7th.

:\ i'm going to sleep

(i feel terrible)

&the beauty.

3:52 AM

Hey you. Its been a while. Its been painful. You broke my heart. I can't believe I survived. I can't believe how miserable I was without you. I can't believe how easy it was for our relationship to waver. Why've we been so far apart? My school thing's evidently a big part of it. You know, if I don't get this, my whole future's down the toilet faster than you can say "faithfulness". Why do you always get me into tough situations where things just don't go the way they're supposed to? You know, its been so hard to say yes. It hurts to say no. Do you not already know my limitations? Do you not already know that I'm just not cut out to make these kind of decisions? Do you not know me at all? I really want us to work out, but recently, I've been thinking if this whole thing's a big fat lie that's going to backfire in my face. I know you love for me's true. But I just don't know if I love you anymore. Its like, the more I want it, the more it slips away from me. Do you not want me to succeed? Where's my door? Where's my window? Where is it? I don't know if I can do this anymore. I'm scared that if I commit to anything that I've not already committed to, I'll just break into little, little pieces. Its been too hard to trust you. But I want to. I know its good for me. Its so terrifying, because I don't want to go to hell.

-

lovingly,e

&the beauty.

9:20 PM

Hm. So. The school hunt is the big zero. I dont know where to go. Actually I do know where I want to go, its just that the waiting and waiting is making go bonkers. I rather like swiss cottage though.

Eunice doesnt know what to do anymore.

):

&the beauty.

10:31 PM

i can't believe myself. i was 3% away from 3 more A1s, 0.5% away from one more A2. mr chong said it was excellent. EXCELLENT HOW. i'd say p-a-t-h-e-t-i-c. i won't let me cry. i'm to depressed to smile. i'm to disappointed to be thankful. i'm too devastated to let me cry.

oh well, qtown'll always have a place for me, says mr tham and mrs cheam. but i just dont think i can do it anymore. i told them they'd have to kill me before they make me spend 09 there. so far, there're no vacancies at where ever i want to go.

you know what this is too pointless.

depressingly,e

&the beauty.

I am Eunice.

Sweet, (not)simple and still single.

I love Jesus, don't you come and mess our magic up.

I am 14

And very,very, very fabulous,
thankyou very much

How Well Do You Know Me?

haha sorry, you have to click on the "take test again" button, cos i cant figure out how to do the direct link

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